☆ welcome all to my diary, this is the place where I mumble on about whatever i have to say. sometimes it'll be about a big exciting achievement, possibly a tale of tragic woe spoken from the mouth of a sad queen. some entries may be personal, vague, short, long, whatever i feel like writing about that day!
expect: swearing, talk of mental illness, bad attempts at jokes, vagueness,
crazy 3am scary girl talk, raunchy talk, paragraphs of
characters i have a crush on, and sheep
2/15/2026 • "love and changes"
this entry may contain a ton of sappyness so i APOLOCHEESE!! but i feel like my life is going to officially start soon, i will be moving out of my house very soon, aiming towards the end of the month or the start of march. my home life hasnt been very great recently in all honesty, i felt so trapped. and for a long time i havent been treated like im my own person, even when i am technically a legal adult now, im treated like im 9. however though i will be able to get out of my uncomfortable situation, with the help of my lovely mother and older brother. ill also be getting another job soon! im so excited to be on my own... sorta lol. OHHH AND IM LEARNIGN HOW TO DRIVE which is what im super duper excited for. but thats pretty much what ive been planning for a month or so in my personal life.my social/online life has been improving a lot as well, i feel like i actually have a great friend group that i can trust and love. for almost a year now there has been this weird nasty situation between my friend group and these ex friends of ours. and for a bit it divided the friend group, but i am so so proud of my friends that got away from these people. i was so worried that they were going to get into unsafe situations with them. i am especially proud of this one friend who has came so far, and just recently got away from them. they have shown so much grownth for the past 5-6 months, and i am just so overjoyed. i was so worried that i would eventually have to leave them because i didnt want to leave them alone with this friendgroup who would eventually forget ab them or be really weird with them. words cannot describe how much love i feel for my friends, i love talking to them everyday, and having our stupid little inside jokes. i genuinley feel so safe and secure with the people i surround myself with now, get rid of the people who only want shallow relationships!!! i aint got no time to waste over people who would never do anything for me, or have deep convos with. from now on i will be focusing on myself and the people i care about in my life, fuck stupid drama, im gettin' way too old for this!
okay besides that, ive also been focusing on art, recently i felt like i was getting lazy on it, and i was starting to not like it that much anymore. BUUUTT!! ive been obsessing over the thought of getting my webcomic started. its been about two years since i made this my number one passion project, life has been kickin' my ass so i havent made a TON of progress on it yet. but i feel like ive gotten to know my characters more, and im starting to figure out EXACTLY what i want for this comic. and when im done with all of my owed art, i am going to get this project started as soon as i can!! i would also like to give a big shoutout to the people helping me with this project, i love yall so much and im so grateful to have yall involved in this, either as writers, artists, or you have your characters in it. im so glad you guys are a part of this
moral of the story be so grateful for the good people in your lives, never take them for granted. spend time with them all because its so good for you to have these wonderful interactions with them. do what you love, and live your truth girl (within reason ofc lawwlll).
12/22/2025 • "the girlies"
i had such a fun sleepover with the girls, there was like 6 of us at the start but 2 girls couldn't sleep over so just 4 of us ended up actually staying. We were at my friend Rico's house and we slept in her garage, which was divided into two spaces, one was fully furnished with wood flooring, a queen sized bed, and a pull out couch. and the other was just a normal garage looking space with tools n storage. but it was sooo fun i haven't had a sleepover in yearssss, tbh my last one i had SUCKED so this one more than makes up for it. honestly the whole time we were just big fatass fucking chuds and eating everything lowkey. and like always we had to spill sooo much drama, and of course i delivered cuz something is always going on with me lmao.my favorite part of the sleepover was when it was getting dark so we went outside and used the projecter to watch smiling friends on the garage door. thank god i brought my laptop so we could
hook it up to the projecter, we also used this big ass speaker for the audio which was REALLY loud so it made the random screams in that show funny yet horrifying XD we did end up watching the whole first season, oughhhh sooo awesom. bro when it was finally bedtime we literally couldn't sleep cuz we were being stupid annoying chunguses and we were literally delirious saying whatever, and it wasn't even funny but we just laughed at everything ever. the only thing that made us go to sleep was when rico screamed "WHOEVER TALKS NEXT LIKES (name of guy we hate)" and we all shut the fuck up.
anyways this was just a big ol yap sesh of my friends cuz a laaavv them i laaaaavvv themmmm ill skin them all alive out of love (◕‿◕✿)
